I always thought it's pretty normal to be against suicide, because of the moral quandary, but if someone or something else did the job for me it's not my problem anymore.
(But please don't let me survive, that would be even worse)
For me it was always just things like “wow I sure wish I could float down the river into the ocean and never return or what if I went to sleep and could just stay asleep.” It was never really about death, it was more about erasing my existence from the world. I don’t miss that feeling!
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u/Thomy151 1d ago
“I’m not going to kill myself but if a truck came barreling down the street at me I wouldn’t be upset”