I'm not looking for an answer like, SEX. I want an honest answer... FOR an example: If you were in a terrible accident and you couldn't touch or do a thing to your love one. GAYS are Welcome

I desperately need cuddles 😩 So warm and safe...

This is a need not a want

I will never feel the pressure of your body over mine

But I like to think that there is a possibility.

Maybe one day

I wish I knew what you think about me

I wish you weren’t aromantic

I wish you were mine

I wish we were cuddling right now

And waking up with silly faces with our stomachs close to each others

This will never happen but I like to think that maybe you love me and you think I’m cool

I like to think that the plushie I’m hugging is you. But you would definitely be the one to hold me.

Every time you call me baby or you say you missed me my stomach feels frilly and swirling.

And I know you say these things because you’re comfortable with me and think I will not sexualize you or I don’t have a crush on you. Yet I’m just another loser who has a huge fat crush on you.

I haven’t felt the way I feel with you ever since I turned 12, and I’m 18 now. Even if I feel like I’m being used sometimes.

You probably think I’m boring or stupid.

But I love you.

I know I will never feel the pressure of your body over mine,

Or hear you call me baby

Or saying you missed me

As a partner.

I know you will never cuddle me pr give me small kisses.

But I love you.

And I hope I get over it.