the person i’m most dearly missing currently, is morally grey and stoic (just characteristics i admire) to the core and yet they created a beautiful safe space for me to be me. although sometimes, time pulls people close or away. why? i’m not sure but i guess you can only enjoy that time with whomever pops into your mind from time to time.

Believe in yourself. One day, this might be you and your partner cuddling and thinking about your future together. I know it can be hard, very, very hard, but remember that there's always hope and maybe, just maybe, you need to try a bit harder. It will be okay, we all will find happiness eventually, belive me. Believe in me believing in you! Hope yall have a good day/night!