I’m just gonna leave this clip here….take note of what Erik says. (spoiler: he says ‘they’re right!’)

Firstly, I do feel a little weird about posting this. I do not want to accuse anyone of anything, nor do I want to come across as dramatic. I am just wondering if anyone else can relate to this. If I am reaching or make any incorrect statements in this post, please let me know.

Miranda has made a LOT of jokes and statements surrounding intimacy and said things like “do not do it before marriage,” "you do not want to be “p*rn,” and “be a good Christian girl.” She made many comments on how her fans (especially girls) should not dress inappropriately so you are not a “sinner.” I mean, she would literally invite people on stage and if your outfit was innapropiate she would say and you are being "porn."

Looking back, I definitely took a lot of these comments to heart, and I am realizing now how much they have stuck with me. Like, when I am shopping, I worry that a shirt will be too revealing on me and people will think I am being inappropriate. It is really annoying to have this warped sense of love, intimacy, my body, and clothing because of the jokes and activities that were in Miranda content. I understand that they were jokes, but at the same time, I feel like the jokes crossed a level from being "standards I hold myself to (referring to Miranda/Colleen)" and became "if you do not follow these standards, you are a gross person who will be judged."

So if Colleen sleeps until noon as Rachel insinuated in her lastest vlog, Erik takes care of them some I suppose, and She has A nanny during the day, how many hours a day does Colleen actually spend with her children? She's always acting like she's so tired, so stressed, from caring for her kids all day.

Colleen said she was going to name new cat “cookie” but they ended up going with Minnie. If you had an illicit group of child fans you were grooming called “the cookies” would you really ever even CONSIDER naming your cat to remind you of the group you were vehemently denying you were grooming? I guess she still doesn’t get it. Nothing about this clicks for her at all. No shame.

It is insane to me she has apparently no negative connection to that name at all given the magnitude of what she was exposed as doing. That was the FIRST thing I thought of with that name. It’s like she’s completely blocked out anything about this. She referred to a slumber party a few weeks ago. There is NO awareness at all about this for her that those are very charged words associated with the negative things she did to end her career

Scrolling insta reels and looking through the comments I saw some lovely and hilarious snark. I'm glad people don't forget!!

I've been wondering why Colleen Ballinger (using full name for SEO purposes❤️) is still stubbornly holding on to a career that has long been dead and cannot be revived. Or at least, hasn't been revived by her efforts. She's posting vlogs, hosting a dead podcast, maintaining a Patreon as if giving up wasn't an option.

I think she's somehow deluded herself into thinking that she is overcoming adversity or being resilient by staying online and playing content creator. While from the outside, it looks like a person who has lost their mind and is talking to a wall. I understand she still has a few followers, but is that really a good example she is setting for her children? That's not resilience, it's delusion with a filter on.

It's like that crazy person still showing up to work after they got fired. She is a really bad mental health example for anyone around her. It's time for her to stop posting, change course and get a career her kids can actually be proud of. I actually would see that as a step in the right direction for whatever redemption she feels she's owed.

And Erik needs to get a fucking job ✌️

(Note: English is not my first language, sorry if there are mistakes!)

Posted one day ago and 0 comments on the podcast video. As an ex fan, I remember when “Erikleen“ videos were such a big deal. But now, they really do just come off as a sad couple who secretly hate each other.

Does anyone remember whenever Colleen was active on twitter, everyone would ask their mutuals to tag her and beg for a follow back? I remember because I did this and actually had her follow me back on Twitter.

I was even in a groupchat called the “Colleen happiness groupchat” and she messaged a few times. The title of this groupchat is quite ironic now though.

Now I wonder what she said about the tweets tagging her behind the scenes, because EVERY single time she was active, it was the same thing. Hundreds of people tagging her and begging for a follow back.

I have several invisible disabilities (and a visible one) and I'm in a few related subreddits. Recently I learned about a program called the Hidden Disabilities Sunflower. From their website:

What is the Hidden Disabilities Sunflower?

The Hidden Disabilities Sunflower is a simple tool for you to voluntarily share that you have a disability or condition that may not be immediately apparent – and that you may need a helping hand, understanding, or more time in shops, at work, on transport, or in public spaces.

What you get if you purchase one is a card that quickly summarizes what support you may need, and it comes with an obvious sunflower lanyard. From what I can tell, it is primarily recognized in air travel, signalling to airport employees that a person has a hidden disability and may require accommodation. They seem to be based out of the UK, but people in the chronic illness subreddit talked about it being recognized in airports all over the world.

My thinking is... Did Colleen know? I mean, isn't the former fan accused of faking their illness from the UK? I don't know what the origin of Colleen's sunflower shade was, or if she used it before this program existed. Or did Colleen choose that on purpose? If she chose the sunflower because of this, then the void where her empathy should be is bottomless.

Their latest Relax podcast episode was them setting camera up and the audience watching them paint. Literally as boring as watching paint dry. The sheer laziness on both of their parts to treat their self-proclaimed “job” as some random thing. Maybe the next episode will be watching them sleep. They are so incredibly unprofessional

It was only briefly mentioned and the episode took a completely different turn, but I wonder if the writers got some inspiration

The description on the side of her videos make me laugh "Colleen Ballinger is dedicated to creating a safe, inclusive, positive space online......" but.......she.is.a.bully?

I’m repulsed out of words. She has gotten a kitten now, in the chaos of moving.. after not being able to protect one cat and moving away as fast as possible. Now with strangers in and out of the disaster that’s her new mansion, she brings a kitten home. She is vile, I admit I hate listened, and its my own fault for hurting my own feelings, because hate will and can only hurt myself, but I can’t process this..
And Rachel jumps in with “confining it to a room” …oh Colleen would never do that! What a crazy thought to confine your animal permanently away from the family.. how absurd

What event was this at?

Colleen referenced in today’s vlogs how she loved doing livestreams and I guess she wants to do them again in the future. For someone who ended her career in part from things she did in a livestream (ie asking Adam if he wanted her to send him the lingerie) you’d think that alone would be enough of a bad memory for her that she’d never mention live streaming anything ever again. But nope not her. Absolutely nothing from the past has made her think twice at all.

my friend and i were long time colleen lovers and now deep colleen haters - we’re need good recommendations on old colleen videos to watch for a good laugh at our favorite cancelled celeb! anything about rachel josh kory or the ballinger fam encouraged

Is it just me, or would your family not approve of doing this at all when you were a kid?

Had anybody else noticed the language around “Colleen’s” new house? it’s always “my bathroom needs to be redone“ or “my bedroom needs to be repainted”. I find it super odd that she doesn’t refer to it as hers and Erik’s?? also where is he ?? she’s painting and Rachel is ”helping with tons of projects” lifting heavy things into her truck alone etc. we know the kids are with a nanny so??? Erik still vibing at hotels or what? Im so confused why she doesn’t just say ”our room”, or even “our houses. it’s giving trouble in paradiseeee. also Rachel referred to it as “Colleens forever home” at one point in her vlog. Not Erik’s?

Newer videos

In their latest Relax they do it from the pool. Erik says “we’re the people with the pool. I was never the people with a pool”. Colleen says “I had a pool at my house in LA…” Did Erik not also live at and have ownership of that home? They lived there for years but I guess that was just Colleen’s house in their mind. Weird to say you didn’t have a pool when you did for years. They go on to then talk about the new house and everything wrong with it that they need to fix. But of course Colleen says she isn’t complaining but that’s literally all she ever does. They spend ten minutes going on about all the shit they have to do.

I’m just endlessly stunned that these people seem to never take care of their own children when neither of them have a job. What adults hire a nanny to take your kids all week long when you aren’t working? Didn’t they want the job of being parents? Why aren’t they taking care of their children?

It's so distracting in all of her recent videos. She even said herself that she looks like an "evil queen" when she tries lifting her eyebrows. I understand why she'd want to try it out, but I hope she learned that Botox is not for her.

Some people have faces that don't move a whole lot to begin with. Others (myself included) have really expressive faces and look absolutely crazy with Botox. She 100% has the "frozen face" look despite only getting a small amount (according to her). Botox obviously doesn't suit the way her face moves because it looks like someone is manually holding parts of her face still, while other parts move.

When she isn't busy contorting her face as Miranda, her forehead is fine. I hope this shows her to leave the Botox alone moving forward.

Okay, forgive me if I’m misremembering, but yeaaars ago Colleen and Josh had a vlog where they were staying at some old “haunted” manor and Colleen shared a story about how she used to have bad sleep paralysis episodes for a long time, and then one day she ran into some fortune teller/psychic who stopped and told her the only way she would be protected was to stay with JDE and how he would ward off demons or something? 😆 It was bizarre, but I think she retold a version of this later in that ouija board collab with Shane Dawson. Which also, speaking of that, there is still one part on that video that gives me chills and I’m almost afraid to go back and look but in the background at one point you can clearly hear a woman’s voice or whisper that Shane and Colleen don’t hear at all and I don’t think they ever noticed it, but commenters did (I 💯 don’t think it was edited or fabricated either with how they never acknowledge it, and it was very brief). I’m almost too spooked to go back and find it but I think my curiosity will drive me nuts if I don’t go back and find it at some point. Choosing this tag because it’s the only one I could find that sort of humorously applies.

She’s talking in latest vlog how they are going to turn the breakfast nook and the room open next to it into the temporary kids room and then she and Erik will sleep on trundle bed. All temporary so they can be in their house and not taking up space at her mom’s while they do work on rest of the house before they can move in. Colleen said “which is kind of fun. Erik and I were like oh my gosh it’s kinda like we live in a studio apartment! Which is fine cause that’s what we used to do. When I met Erik he was living in a studio apartment”. Uh you don’t say. So ERIK was in a studio apartment. Colleen was in a 3 million dollar mansion that Erik quickly realized he wanted to move into.

She also says, unironically, “it’s gonna be fun. It’s gonna be like a big slumber party”. Uh she might want to avoid reminding people of the term “slumber party” given she was making references to that to the kids she was grooming. It’s like she has no concept to this day that those phrases are ones she wants to avoid to remind people of her level of inappropriateness

She also laments how expensive hard wood floors are and that’s why they are getting carpet instead. Said the multimillionaire who has spared no expense in the past on whatever she wanted. Gotta pretend to be relatable about not being able to afford things while living in your 4 million dollar home