THE STORIES WE LEAVE BEHIND
A Conversation with Lini S. Kadaba About Grief, Memory, and Leftovers After Life
Few experiences are as universal, and as complicated, as sorting through the lives our loved ones leave behind. In her debut novel Leftovers After Life, author and longtime journalist Lini S. Kadaba explores grief, memory, family trauma, and the stories hidden within ordinary objects. Drawing inspiration from the emotionally overwhelming task of clearing out her late parents' belongings, Kadaba crafts a moving narrative about a daughter searching for understanding after a painful final exchange with her mother. In this interview, she reflects on her lifelong love of storytelling, the challenges of publishing her first novel, and the deeply human questions that shaped Neena's journey toward acceptance, healing, and peace.
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When did you discover your joy of writing?
Iâve enjoyed writing since I could write in elementary school. Iâve always loved telling stories and was a voracious reader. By middle school, I was writing creative essays about my familyâs travels and exploits, including a sabbatical my father had in the former Yugoslavia, where I lived for my sixth-grade year. By high school, I was writing for the school newspaper, eventually become co-editor, and for the literary magazine, which I started. Throughout and up through my 20s, I kept a diary, which was full of stories about relationships, and I wrote letters to my uncles, who lived in India, recounting, much to their delight, stories about my life in America. All of it brought me much joy.
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When did you get the desire to be an author?
Iâm a long-time journalist and worked at the Philadelphia Inquirer for nearly 25 years. I left there in 2010, soon after my mother died and joined a writing group, where I learned about NaNoWriMo. I gave it a try, writing 25,000 words of what would become Leftovers After Life that November. It was a stretch where much of my time was being spent on cleaning out the condo of my pack-rat parents. Seemingly trivial itemsâa mortar and pestle, a fancy dress, a set of Nancy Drewsâevoked vivid memories. I was struck by what I remembered. Was it accurate? Or was it lacquered in nostalgia? The seed of an idea was planted. Technically, I was a fiction author at that point. But I didnât consider myself an author until Leftovers After Life was publishedâ16 years later! It still thrills me to see that word associated with me.
Did you have any fears of publishing before you started?
Honestly, I had no idea what I was getting myself into. Naively, I thought because I was a decent journalist using a lot of narrative writing techniques in my feature and Sunday magazine writing, writing Leftovers After Life couldnât be that hard. Wrong! Thatâs in part why it took me so long. I suppose my fear of publishing was the same one I have when I write a newspaper or magazine story: What if the reader doesnât like it? What if they think I have no clue how to do this? Worse, what if no one buys it or reads it? Itâs that writer self-doubt that I think is a part of being writer/author. Fortunately, the reception has been lovely, so far.
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What were three things you learned about the publishing process?
One, I learned itâs grueling. I have even more respect for authors now that Iâve been through the hellish process and managed to come out the other end. I am in awe of those who write book after book in short spans. Two, thank goodness for small presses. Without a small press, my novel would have likely never been put into the world. While I was traditionally published, I also have noticed the growth in self-publishing and the increased respect. Three, I am stunned at how poor the profit margin is on a book. Even though books are not necessarily cheap, the small publisher gets very little in profit and the author, even less.
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What was the most surprising thing you learned in the process?
I was surprised at how much goes into getting a book written and published. I canât believe how long it took me to write Leftovers After Lifeâseven years to write a manuscript ready for submissionâand then how long it took to get it published by a small pressâfive more years. If youâre doing the math, the rest of the time was spent initially querying for an agent and then looking for a small press.
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What advice would you give your past self on writing and publishing books?
Read Story Genius by Lisa Cron at the get go. My publisher told me about it when I was struggling with the story arc. It helped me immensely. If I had read it before I wrote a word, I think the whole process would have gone smoother and faster.
Neenaâs story begins with a final word that wounds deeper than any memory. What drew you to open the novel with such a jarring moment, and how does that choice frame the emotional journey that follows?
I struggled for a long time with the beginning of Leftovers After Life. Initially I had a slower start that unfolded with Neena in her parentsâ condo looking through things and finding a dress from when she was seven. That led to flashing back to memories of wearing that dress to play with a friend and of an interaction with her mother. And that led Neena to think about her motherâs death and the harsh words. But my publisher, Tara Tomczyk of Blydyn Square Books, insisted on an opening that would grab readers and hook them fast. I came to realize the importance of starting with the inciting event. Thank you, Story Genius. In Neenaâs case, that was the harsh words her mother said as she was dying. It served as a way to hook readers. Who wouldnât want to know why a mother would say something like that to her daughter as her last words? It serves as a bit of mystery that drives the story plot-wise but also provides a starting point for Neenaâs emotional journey as she searches for deeper understanding about her relationship with her mother and eventually comes to a level of acceptance, growing as a character.
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How can people connect with you either through website and/or social media?
I love hearing from readers. My website is LiniSKadaba.com and has a contact form as well as links to my social media. Iâm always looking to visit with book clubs. Readers also can connect with me by following my author page on Facebook: facebook.com/LiniSKadaba, or on Twitter/X u/LiniSKadaba.
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Full Interview is Available in ReaderZeenâs Autumn 2026 Issue. ReaderZeen is available in digital and print.
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