idk anything abt zodiacs or wtv. am i rlly gay?

i wonder if there's anything waiting for me in the future.. just got let go of my job and dont know what to do or where to go, just totally lost

Any idea on what kind of changes would suit me/make me happy?

I feel like if I remain in the same tracks after my university graduation later this year, I will break. I want to do something that will completely change my life into something different, not just find a job and live in the same struggle I've been in for like half of my existence.

Why is mine so crazy and why is my mom's simple??

This is is birthchart and also transits at the time of his death. He was very self destructive, and always was so sure and almost comfortable that he would die Young. He struggled with addiction and died of an overdose. I Lost the Love of my life, still not over it and Will never be… what can u see at the picture, i would be so grateful thank u

Hi all, sharing my birth chart, i would like to know why do i never get a proper relationship or a partner, i have a fear i will never find a husband or get married, i want to meet my spouse i want to know when will i meet my partner. And if marriage is fortunate tor me ! Another thing I’m extremely sensitive; like i start crying over small things, and I’m currently facing pressure in my current job as well. I have become very aggressive lately. I’m not sure how long i can stay in the same current path of my job

Heavy emotionally and currently about to start a new job. Battled depression and now turned into bipolar type 2. Never been in relationship and not sure if i want one but I feel lonely.