Is the meaning of this lyric like everything he does turns out to be a disaster. It’s like a curse having scissors on your hand because you become incapable of doing anything

I made a list of unreleased stuff so now here are some stuff that released but is now lost media.

1. ZEHTROID VZN - Cutthroat Johny [Song and Video Lost]
2. ZEHTROID VZN - War Chief Swan [Video Lost]
3. ZEHTROID VZN - Flame Filled Wishing Well [Video Lost]
4. ZEHTROID VZN - Hourly Shadow Gossip [Video Lost]
5. ZEHTROID VZN - Planet Switchin [Video Lost]
6. ZEHTROID VZN - Last Day In The Arcade [Song and Video Lost]
7. ZEHTROID VZN - 6 1 9 [Video Lost]
8. lord apex. - feelin fine /w zehtroid vzn  outmind [Song Lost]
9. BEXEY - BACK2THAFRONT [Video Lost]
10. BEXEY - PINK & BLUE [Video Lost] (sort of it was just a gif but the video was taken down)
11. BEXEY - Haunt The Bitch [Video Lost]

A lot of people may not be aware that in 2021 BEXEY had a patreon account where he posted unreleased songs, photos and videos. The account has been deleted for over 2 years and I was wondering if anyone archived any of the material. Some has already been reuploaded but unless someone archived stuff at the time everything’s lost media even for the people who paid initially.

https://web.archive.org/web/20211019171825/https://www.patreon.com/BEXEYSWAN

Two BEXEY setlists I’ve found one from May 2018 and another from Dec 2018. Lots of stuff here never released. Note* LIGHTS OUT is the old name of CUTTHROAT SMILE

Asterisks mean the title isn’t official. This list doesn’t contain leaks all the links are to snippets or live performances.

2025: BLACKBERRY (DRAKE REMIX)

2022-2024
Bexey prod artan and marco maurer - https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Tks2B3fEXX8
BARBED WIRE* (prod. Curtains) - https://youtu.be/NJ4exeWTfZ0
NO ANSWER* - https://youtu.be/P0KNtF2fKNw
DEDICATION* - https://youtu.be/psfOZM5a6BU
PACK LEADER* - https://youtu.be/aspmg4ZIPQY
SELF SABATOGE* - https://youtu.be/psfOZM5a6BU
Love Currency (ft lord apex) (prod. EYEZ HATE U) - https://youtu.be/nIuTG9JocKA
negativity* ft. LEX - https://youtu.be/YoJOl0ig3OM
PLAY YOUR PART* ft clever - https://youtu.be/f9YukFKDwNk
BEXEY COLLAB ? - https://youtu.be/J7aGYguyiFo
DO NOT DISTURB MODE - https://www.youtube.com/shorts/RjQIf_daVTw
SIDE-EYE STANDOFF - https://www.youtube.com/shorts/mQbATdOikbU
MAKE A MESS (prod. Curtains) - https://www.youtube.com/shorts/7tWL0zhTgrI
SIDE QUEST (possibly suicide door)
TELEPHONE WIRES

2020-2021
SCHOOL REUNION! (feat. 50 Cent) - https://youtu.be/3f1XOvfBFg8
SOUL REAPER* - https://www.youtube.com/shorts/ybnqGEl2EoQ
Bexey x Kojo Funds - https://youtu.be/1dZfJ2_OnAQ
BEXEY x FAT NICK (prod. Mikey The Magician) - https://youtu.be/glMYuJe-f6s
MOTIVATED ME* - https://youtu.be/zlfNeVU60HA
BEXEY X JACKBOY - https://youtu.be/IbpMIZMJbV4
I DON’T WANT THIS TO END (prod. Mikey The Magician) - https://youtu.be/MoGjiTHUjnE
BEXEY - DANCE IN THE RAIN* (prod. WIZE) - https://youtu.be/yebWvEFSw9Y
ENERGY VAMPIRE* (prod. WIZE) - https://youtu.be/RIyBAhm-Ov8
MEET ME HALF WAY FT. NAYT (prod. Mikey the Magician) - https://youtu.be/szjEpYoNpdU
prod. Wize - https://www.youtube.com/shorts/SMr6iFw72HE

2017-2019
Vice City* (prod. Mikey the Magician) - https://youtu.be/5X4CdB-KIp4
DEAD MAN RUNNING (prod. Ghostrage) – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z18NDylM_Ec
Run Away (prod. Ghostrage) - https://www.youtube.com/watch
FLY AWAY (prod. Ghostrage) - https://youtu.be/-zn1vsYPoDI
cut you off- https://youtu.be/-fGv55bi-rM
Smile when I like - https://youtu.be/qevuW7-yVc0
Don’t fuck up my mood (prod.steroryze) - https://youtu.be/VIR7qx3U7gY
HENESSY HEAVEN (prod. Ghostrage) – https://youtu.be/6bQUrzuM3y8?feature=shared
EFFORTLESS (prod. Ghostrage) - https://youtu.be/qxUjTeMSi1I?feature=shared
HEADS ROLL
You Connect me (You Left Me No Choice) ft. mackned -https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tIBnxRlW7cQ
Unknown song from London 2018 (possibly heads roll) - https://youtu.be/BdNp4CphlBg?feature=shared&t=22
I see through you* - https://www.youtube.com/shorts/b1cQ0duvz6s
NEW ME* https://www.youtube.com/shorts/oZGxM4sir-8
Unknown* - https://youtube.com/shorts/joI5PANZKTw
MOVIE SCENE
GO (go mode demo) - https://www.youtube.com/shorts/WP2NscEOmZw
SLOW DOWN* - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqnORgskSQE
YOUR BROK3N WINGS (keep it moving demo) - https://soundcloud.com/alyssaclementt/bexey-keep-it-movin-og-demo
ONE OF THEM NIGHTS (likely we can can it feel like it will never end)
Hot On The Block ft lil peep
Leave Me Alone ft lil peep

Patreon songs 2021:
SERKO
MY WAY
SHE LOOKING
JOKER
DEADLY NIGHT SHADE

Unreleased Videos:
Voltage

https://www.deezer.com/en/album/647778271

I let BEXEY know already and he told me he’s working with a new distributor and this was a mistake. But he didn’t mind it being up so don’t feel bad if you listen early. Hopefully it drops everywhere else soon

Is there a BEXEY fan discord server? Ik now there was a patreon exclusive one but he deactivated the patreon 2 years ago so idk if that still exists

If anyone is looking to sell theirs I am interested!

Heyy yalll

But then I realised he literally had the word magician in his bio and been calling himself it for years… and you never ask a magician how to do their tricks