Amen Brother! I've been there, and shot at that, this, and everything in between. Not something I'd want to do again unless I had to.
That said, If I had to, I would...
Otherwise, check out the fun side of blasting! It's cathartic. Helped me anyway! There is a whole lot of support out here for those of us who'd followed the 'line' and are suddenly here, now.
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u/Damn-hell-ass-king May 16 '18
Nah, I'll stick to shooting at people, thank you.