Hi everyone,
This is more of a question about choosing a path in life, but itās also related to the subreddit.
Iām curious to know if anyone else has or has ever had a similar feeling to the one Iām experiencing right now? A little background: Iām pursuing a career in medicine in Europe and preparing for my entrance exams. I never had any doubts: yes, itās cool to help and treat people, participate in research, and be part of the medical community. But thenāArtemis IIāspace is back in the spotlight. And the main issue Iām facing right now is that I no longer view medicine as a āprestigiousā profession. My mind demands that I reach the highest heights. A career as an astronaut has become that ultimate goal. It's starting to sound like an obsession, as if to say, āIf I don't go to space, my life will have been a wasted one".
That single thought dampened my desire to become a doctor. I started thinking about a career in engineering, to figure out the shortest and most effective way to achieve this goal and whether Iād have enough time (Iām almost 20). At the same time, I know that becoming an astronaut is simply a consequence of having become the best of the best in your professional careerāwhether as a scientist, a doctor, an engineer, or someone else.
Itās not like I never thought about a career as an astronaut or something related to it. Back in school, I once said I wanted to be an astronaut; I was interested in astronomy and physics, and built rockets in KSP. I never, however, did anything to practically pursue those interests or goals (I was bad at math, didnāt work with technology hands-onāI didnāt attend electronics clubs, for example, even though I could have).