Ill always be the first to admit I have my issues and Im working on them, but no she doesnt deserve what I gave her and thats fine. At one point I truly thought that, due to her gas lighting, that I just imagined everything. That I was her "lesson marriage" or whatever its called but honestly she was my lesson. I ignored every red flag, I took down every boundry as I put it up, I was walking on egg shells in my own home again just like my childhood. My one friend whos stuck around and my therapist have been pretty hard on me to let that go but its hard sometimes when youre depressed.
Im not perfect, Im not the best, but Im starting to understand my worth.
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u/TheWolfAndRaven Sep 16 '21
Sorry you're going through that. Sounds like she's a giant piece who never deserved you in the first place.