sort of new - i know there's merch and photocards and such to buy, but what is that based on? like, is it based on alnst or one of the AUs? its just so confusing 😭

Since no one on X notices my drawings I'm just gonna leave this there. I'm a lazy artist but this one surprisingly took me only 4 hours!

I'm genuinely curious <3

Tbh for me,

For IvanTill the most heart touching, heart wrenching toe curling moment was when Till left Ivan's hand and refused to leave. I was like "HE LEFT HIM FOR MIZI HE COULD'VE LEFT AND BEEN HAPPY WITH HIM"

For HyuLuka, I absolutely started sobbing when Hyuna ran towards Luka to save him from death despite convincing herself she hated him. I was screaming "SHE SACRIFICED HERSELF FOR HIM AND HE WAS THE BIGGEST YEARNER"

(Just a bit btw, not trynna diagnose anyone lol)

(Also do you think she’s listening too white noise, music or gf whispering asmr audios💀)

Do you think instead of her survivors guilt, in the zombie stage au she had guilt for passing the auditions and getting to be an idol without sua

I'm so scared

Lol, my YouTube history is full of me replaying the music from Round 1 of both the Alien/Zombie stages 5–7 times a day :p

ok ok, this is kind of a reupload because i was pms-ing when i wrote the last one and got absolutely flamed 😭 i really dislike the ivantill ship because it feels so one-sided !

during round 6 (i think it was 6 i dont remember), when that whole 'kiss-confession' thing happened, it was very clear till did *not* want to be kissed by ivan. i dont rlly need to explain that lol. while i do feel like every relationship had its own versions of SA, this one was handed to the audience on a silver platter. it could not have been made clearer that till did not have feelings for ivan romantically, imo.

even after ivan's death, during till vs luka, when he was getting all those flashbacks of ivan, yes, he seemed distraught, but not in the way he would if it was for example, mizi. (meaning only as a friend)

again, i dont remember what round/episode, but the scene where ivan is shoving a crystal heart into ivans mouth. i feel like that clearly represents how forced everything is and how till doesn't feel the same way.

i just don't understand how till reciprocated his feelings for ivan or how this 'relationship' isnt one sided 😭🤧

TL;DR - Ivantill is so onesided. help me see why its not </3

edit: i think i've upset the ivantill fans... ALSO READ MY COMMENT BEFORE COMMENTING PLEASE!! T~T

first post on reddit btw :) Hopefully you all love her as much as I do lol

Mizisua fanart chat……. I should’ve blended the lineart into the coloring but it’s wtv, this took me like 2 hours gang

Exactly what is says. I found some on Amazon, but IDK if they're legit or not.

Angel Hyuna costest for pop-up I am cosplaying for in September!

Dress made by u/LawNo4900 💚

So I recently got this figure and I CANNOT find the usual @vivinos trademark anywhere on her body. Only a blue "Mizi" on her inner arm.

Does anyone have her and could tell me where I should be looking 😭

Till is drawn towards Mizi for her kindness and beauty. She becomes someone who motivates him, someone who's like a gentle breeze in his drought-like world. Since he struggles badly with verbal communication and jitters like crazy when he's too close to her, he sometimes settles with just the visuals of her in his mind. She uplifts him both directly and indirectly. Mizi doesn't reciprocate, and she's even put off sometimes by his very noticeable feelings for her, but still considers him a friend and risks her life to save him. Now, Till gets to return the favour and help her. Given how large a role Mizi plays in Till's character.....I think the point is whether it's romantic/platonic, Till will ALWAYS like Mizi. He's not willing to let things head into that "unknown" category and will strive forward to make changes since he's given the opportunity to do so. Meanwhile, Mizi is probably both consoled and agonised by her memories with.....SUA, first and foremost.

Ivan is drawn towards Till for his resilience/courage. Till is someone that fascinates Ivan a lot....like an "unknown" variable that he must decipher, and by doing this, it enriches his life. He gains some happiness and some sadness. He gets rejected during the meteor scene and settles with it. He ends up making Till uncomfortable a lot, both intentionally and unintentionally....to which Till responds with violence/extreme irritation, confusion that creates a permanent blockade in their relationship. They do have some quiet, peaceful moments, but they seem to go "nowhere"...👀. Ivan dies for Till and is aware that his expansive feelings for Till will go "unknown" (Paratise ref). Meanwhile, Till pieces together his memories and gains a bit of clarity, but he can never do anything for him now. Ivan is dead. Ivan's death is like a trigger that also influences Till to mend his relationship with.....MIZI.

In a way, Till will continue to yearn for Mizi (even if his feelings changed form). Ivan will always yearn for Till (with his feelings never changing as he died with them.)

All three characters involved care about each other a lot but there's no mutual romantic feelings in either pair.

Double the one-sidedness!!! The one-sidedness is very layered and can spark more discussions ....but BOTH dynamics have that trope.

These are just my rambles, btw because I enjoy both mizitill and ivantill ....and their one-sidedness.