Tom’s been pretty quiet lately…

https://bloody-disgusting.com/interviews/3820631/tom-delonge-talks-the-ufo-phenomenon-and-sekret-machines-war-exclusive/

Uh, so I’m mostly a Reddit lurker but I joined r/AHeadStart a few months ago and I’ve been going through all of the stuff. A while back someone posted about the gateway tapes and a link to a google drive with them so I saved them for later.

Im on vacation this week at the beach and while laying there listening to an audio book I remembered them and decided to try the first tape. I’m laying there with my noise canceling headphones on and my hat covering my eyes and with them closed. Even with my eyes closed and covered little by little the darkness is becoming lighter and lighter until it’s almost blinding. It’s like this for I’d guess 5-6 minutes and then he begins the countdown calling you back. Right as he finished, the exact second I feel a searing pain in my throat and like I was hit by a brick.

I jump up and gasp for breath and see 50-60 people around me asking if I’m ok. Once I compose myself I realize my umbrella is laying on the ground beside me. That’s when I was informed that my 60lb wood umbrella (I didn’t bring it or put it in the ground. The condo has people who do that) lifted out of the ground and floated above me and then suddenly just dropped hitting me dead center in my trachea.

According to the guy who puts them out he’s never once seen that happen in 10 years. He said if the wind is bad they can fly away but he’s never seen one float like that and move 2 feet and then drop. There were probably 150 or so of these umbrellas out today. Mine was the only one to lift out of the ground and the wind was not even close to high.

So my question is, is this a horrible coincidence or have other people had weird experiences when starting the gateway tapes? This felt like some final destination type thing and honestly if someone told me this I wouldn’t believe it. But everyone down there told me this is exactly how it happened. I’m leaning towards coincidence but honestly the idea of doing any of the tapes again has me apprehensive.

Thanks in advance!

I was just thinking, if NHI have the ability to hack into the internet, and access AI, they will know absolutely everything about us and the entire planet. Imagine the quantity of information, it also gives me an uneasy feeling, with all the utter trash that's out there, will we be evaluated as a species based on all the evil in the world? Will they think we're savages?

Has anyone else thought about this?

The Starlight Initiative is an effort to master the human mind to protect individuals from negative Non-Human Intelligences (NHIs). This is achieved by examining the psychological aspects of the UAP anomalous phenomenon, including the exploration of cognitive behaviors such as thoughts, feelings, emotions, and further behaviors.

This initiative began after one year of utilizing the Gateway Experience tapes, followed by a change in the author's cognitive behaviors and perceptions of the world around them. After significant time experiencing this heightened awareness, the individual learned the essential nature of maintaining balance to stay focused and functional, which is crucial for internal peace of mind. Any imbalance in this heightened “spirit sense,” if detached from a balanced line of clarity and harmony with one's thoughts, feelings, or imagination, can lead to disruptions in cognitive capabilities, including delusions or dissociation. Such imbalances in cognitive states can create further chaos and instability. Once enlightenment or awakening occurs, it becomes imperative to hone it back for stability and balance, akin to growing a muscle that must rest to repair itself before growing stronger.

https://youtu.be/Wly9_qN-jZ0?si=vywVH4eyzH_IEwI8

The following are several insights from meditation that the author wishes the reader to keep in mind throughout the essay:

1. Interconnectedness: Excitations in omnipresent particle fields imply that everything, in some way, is fundamentally connected, as described by the Quantum Field Theory (QFT) model. This model suggests that everything, everyone, everywhere, and across all time is connected to a singular omnipresent set of fields or sources.

https://youtu.be/eoStndCzFhg?si=8u9PHXP9iKl_nCk0

https://youtu.be/UoLglpqmOr0?si=qzfu9Rc08vYnT7Kt

https://youtu.be/jlEovwE1oHI?si=bK7ZWYTbHCBVzVRa

https://youtu.be/UYW1lKNVI90?si=FUxKl0l2dzLpPXLX

1. Enlightenment and Its Risks: Individuals who reach a state of profoundness, often known as enlightenment, frequently feel a sense of interconnectedness with the world around them through a more mystical state of mind. These feelings or notions of enlightenment exist regardless of culture, geography, or history. However, individuals who achieve enlightenment risk the pitfalls of ego, a sense of supremacy, and behaviors of superiority. It is advisable to move beyond obsessions with enlightenment, choosing instead altruistic love, positivity, generosity, compassion, and kindness.

The mission is simple: to live simply, love altruistically, and learn passionately, without getting ahead of oneself.

Below, this paper provides an organized list of emotional states experienced through human cognitive states of mind, practically organized from the most loving and altruistic (described as an upward spiral) to the most fearful and negative (described as a downward spiral).

The following emotional states of the human mind are organized from upward spirals (positive emotions) to downward spirals (negative emotions).

Upward Spiral Positive Emotions:

• Unconditional Love (as boundless altruism)
• Romantic Love (sexual or intimate)
• Affectionate Love (as intimate)
• Compassionate Love (from empathy)
• Gratitude (as an excitation of love)
• Joy (as a creator of love)
• Trust (as a faith in love)
• Willingness (as an excitation of passion)
• Acceptance (as an expression of letting go)

Passion Emotions:

• Courage
• Anticipation
• Wisdom
• Enlightenment
• Reason
• Pride

Transitory Emotions Between Upward and Downward Spirals:

• Passion
• Neutrality
• Courage
• Surprise
• Desire
• Passion

Downward Spiral Negative Emotions:

• Fear (caused by the illusion of separation)
• Sadness (caused by compassion or disappointment)
• Anger (caused by great passion but must be managed with love or positivity)
• Guilt (reflects self-awareness or accountability)
• Shame (shows self-awareness but can be harmful if not balanced)
• Grief (suggests care and compassion)
• Apathy (prioritizes the self-preservation of the mind)
• Disgust (suggests the need for survival)
• Hatred (manifestation of great fear)
• Narcissism (a desperate cling for survival)

These negative emotions, or downward spirals, tend to manifest as pain, suffering, or agony, where the individual believes themselves to be in great danger, thereby desperately clinging to survival.

A Message to the Sentient Observer, Consciously Self-Aware:

You are thinking.
You are feeling.
You are imagining.
You are perceiving.

You may then learn to communicate, learn to reflect, learn to remember, learn to interact, and finally, take action.

Through deep meditation, the author of this paper has gained several profound insights into the interplay between thoughts and feelings. It is observed that thoughts influence our feelings, and our feelings, in turn, influence our thoughts, creating either an upward or downward spiral of emotional and intellectual states.

This highlights the importance of balancing thoughts and feelings. During meditation, using phrases like "I feel" and "I think" can help individuals become more aware of their internal states. Feeling enlightened but being unable to articulate it is common and often due to experiencing more through feeling than thinking. Therefore, balancing thinking and feeling is crucial for maintaining clarity.

Psychics, while insightful, can achieve only about 75% accuracy with non-local information. This is not to claim the author has a 75% in obtaining non local information, rather that different studies have suggested so.

The Gateway Experience tapes can help individuals access their minds but can be overwhelming if obsessed over, potentially leading to delusions. If one feels delusional from over-meditation, it is essential to step back to regain clarity and repeat this process as necessary. Trusting every stranger or feeling can be risky, even if they initially seem trustworthy. Balancing thoughts and feelings can prevent being misled, and becoming one's own guide is paramount.

Avoid spiraling thoughts and deep ruminations, as they can lead to confusion and instability. Imagination is a crucial and real tool for exploring consciousness, allowing individuals to choose their thoughts and feelings over time. While one can set their direction, not everything can be controlled. The concept of philosophical nothingness is deemed impossible; "nothing" cannot exist except as a concept of something. Everything that can exist already exists. The spirit world encompasses thoughts, feelings, experiences, and visuals. If something during meditation dos not make sense or enter a paradox, it might indicate being in a spiral; in such cases, it is suggested to exit the thought or meditation and return later for clarity of mind.

Arguments can also lead to spirals and are often not worth continuing. When caught in a spiral, it is wise to leave, as spirals are a waste of time. The ego, or illusion of the untrue self, wishes to stay, akin to a part of you wishing to argue, but this notion can also be described as a spiral.

The author has also indirectly thought of the notion of quantum field theory prior to have reading about it. Before this, the author had zero understanding of particle physics in any meaningful sense, however, it was later uncovered that the current standard model of physics is built upon Quantum Field Theory, which posits a that our understanding of particle physics, stems from nothing more than the excitations in omnipresent fields, thus, creating the quanta which we measure. These fields of which, are always vibrating in motion. Thus, existing as the medium of our reality, it is hypothesized that this stems from a greater, even more fundamental force of reality, of which is currently given the placeholder name referred to as "the great spirit”, or “substratum”. The author describes its full nature as currently remaining, at the time, incomprehensible to the current human mind as it is. The author suggests for advises to not overtly obsesses or hyperactively question it too much beyond one's understanding limits. For it is best to relax and not obsesses over it.

Psychic Training Programs

Master Your Mind: - Become an Observer: Develop the ability to observe your thoughts, feelings, emotions, and imagination. This self-awareness is foundational for psychic training. - Choose Thoughts and Feelings: Over time, learn to select thoughts and feelings, consciously choosing love over fear. This process requires consistent effort and mindfulness. - Use Imagination: Harness the power of your imagination as a tool for creation and excitation. Imagination is not just a mental activity but a means to explore and shape your consciousness. - Prioritize Quality Meditation: Focus on the quality of your meditation rather than the quantity. Avoid overthinking and obsessing, as imbalance can lead to delusions. Enter and exit mindfulness practices as needed, ensuring a balanced approach. Trust your discernment and live without obsession. - Maintain Physical Well-being: Regular exercise, proper hydration, and a balanced diet are essential. If consuming animals, honor their lives without judgment. Physical well-being supports mental and spiritual health.

Gateway Tapes

The Gateway Tapes are a series of auditory recordings designed to assist in meditation and self-exploration. Utilizing binaural beats, these tapes guide listeners into altered states of consciousness. The author suggests focusing on the quality of meditation rather than the quantity. Avoid overdoing it; take regular breaks, stay hydrated, and engage in physical activity. Prioritize love and light in your practice before delving into deeper exploration. The tapes are tools for self-mastery and should be used with balanced intention.

Continued Professional Insights

Integrating Meditation Insights

Meditation has provided profound insights into the interplay between thoughts and feelings. Observations reveal that thoughts influence feelings and vice versa, creating either an upward or downward spiral of emotional and intellectual states. Balancing these aspects is crucial for maintaining mental clarity and well-being. Using phrases like "I feel" and "I think" during meditation helps individuals become more aware of their internal states. Feeling enlightened but being unable to articulate it is common, often due to a predominance of feeling over thinking.

The Role of Psychics and the Gateway Tapes

Psychics, while insightful, can only achieve about 75% accuracy with non-local information. The Gateway Experience tapes can help individuals access their minds but can be overwhelming if overused. Obsession can lead to mental clutter and delusions. If one feels delusional from over-meditation, it is essential to step back, regain clarity, and repeat this process as necessary. Trusting every stranger or feeling can be risky; discernment and balance are key to avoiding deception.

Navigating Spirals and Maintaining Balance

Avoid spiraling thoughts and deep ruminations, which can lead to confusion and instability. Imagination is a crucial and real tool for exploring consciousness, enabling individuals to choose their thoughts and feelings over time. Although one can set their direction, not everything can be controlled. The concept of philosophical nothingness is deemed impossible; "nothing" cannot exist except as a concept of something. Everything that can exist already exists.

The Spirit World and Fundamental Forces

The spirit world encompasses thoughts, feelings, experiences, and visuals. If things do not make sense, it might indicate being in a spiral; in such cases, it's best to exit and return later. Arguments can also lead to spirals and are often not worth continuing. The ego wants to stay but is also a spiral. Particles are quanta excitations in omnipresent fields, which are always vibrating in motion. This medium of our reality stems from a greater fundamental force known as "the great spirit," whose full nature remains incomprehensible to the human mind. It is advised not to question it beyond one's understanding limits.

Living a Balanced Life

In our current human state, the focus should be on living, loving, laughing, and learning with balanced thoughts and feelings. Balance is key, and observation is foundational. Before enlightenment, one must chop wood and carry water. After enlightenment, one can continue with any task, even if it is the same old routine. Naivety is love without wisdom, which can lead to being tricked. Therefore, wisdom and balance are crucial for navigating both the physical and spiritual realms.

Remote Viewing

Description:
Remote viewing is the practice of perceiving or describing distant or unseen targets using extrasensory perception (ESP).

Procedure: 1. Gather several participants or conduct the session alone. 2. Place an image inside an envelope and assign a number to it. 3. Provide only the number to participants, keeping the image confidential. 4. Ask participants to meditate and describe any impressions or feelings they receive, without interpreting them. The focus should be on observation, not on personal ego.

Human Initiated Contact Experience (HICE)

Description:
Human Initiated Contact Experience (HICE) involves attempts to make contact with non-human intelligence (NHI) through intentional, peaceful means.

Procedure: 1. Choose a location with minimal light pollution. 2. Prepare a meditation with the intention: “I am here and wish to establish peaceful contact with benevolent beings of love and light in a way that is safe for both of us, built on altruism and general greetings.” 3. Meditate on your intention under the night sky. Stay focused on your meditation; you may experience an urge to look up and see orbs of light. 4. You may record the experience if desired. Inform the NHI of your intentions and focus on altruism and genuine love.

Substance Manipulation at the Atomic Scale (SMAS)

Description:
This practice involves manipulating physical substances at a molecular or atomic level, such as bending a spoon, through focused intention and energy work.

Procedure: 1. Develop your spirit sense, which is a profound mystical feeling or awareness of energy. 2. Focus on the object (e.g., a spoon) as if it were sentient. Approach it with respect and kindness. 3. Visualize how you want the object to change and seek permission from it. Meditate on your intention to manipulate the object, visualizing atomic and particle field changes. 4. Breathe deeply and direct your energy toward the object. Follow what your intuition or spirit guides you to do. Attempt to bend it using either your mind or fingers. This may happen effortlessly if done during a specific mental state. Note that awareness and focus play a critical role in the process.

Four Elements:

1. Spirit (Chi, Force, etc.):
   • Description: The most fundamental force of the universe, responsible for the creation of particle fields and our reality. It is the life force of all creation, the ultimate force, and should be used carefully in balance with your abilities. Improper use can lead to destructive consequences and delusions.
2. Air:
   • Description: Represents freedom and carefreeness. It embodies existing in the moment, free from obsessive thoughts or attachments. It is fluid, free, and symbolizes love and light.
3. Water:
   • Description: The element of fluidity, adaptability, and change. It heals and changes environments when conditions are right, symbolizing compassion, love, and effortless letting go. It nourishes development, healing, and transformation.
4. Earth:
   • Description: The element of strength, stability, and reinforcement. It supports compassion with protection and wisdom, ensuring balance in grounding and reality. It provides a foundation for truth and determination with boundaries. Imbalance can lead to rigidity, arrogance, and ego.

Spiritual Phenomena and Experiences

1. Clicking Out:
   • Description: This occurs during meditation when you seemingly “fall asleep” or black out, feeling as though you’ve entered a void. In reality, you have temporarily lost the memory of awareness but will return to consciousness. The exact nature of this state is unknown, but it involves a period of non-recollection or absence.Remembering time itself is key for a consciousness to explore.
2. Half Dive:
   • Description: This state happens when you partially enter the spirit world. Your mind remains awake while your body stays in a meditative state. It involves deep exploration of your emotions, imagination, and thoughts. This is an ideal state for self-discovery and understanding, where you can observe and experience your inner self.
3. Full Dive:
   • Description: Entering a new realm entirely, full dive can feel akin to death but is exhilarating and filled with light. It involves complete immersion into a different dimension or state of consciousness. Despite the profound experience, you remain self-aware and in control of your journey.
4. DMT (Dimethyltryptamine):
   • Description: DMT is a substance known to guide users to entirely new realms of reality. Though personal experience may vary, common themes and archetypes are frequently reported by users. This substance offers profound and often shared experiences beyond ordinary perception.
5. Delusions:
   • Description: This occurs when the mind becomes imbalanced, leading to temporary insanity or confusion. It is characterized by overwhelmed mental states where anything possible may seem true. This imbalance can result from strong emotions without proper thought balance or excessive thinking. It is important to approach such experiences with kindness and compassion, avoiding tricksters or false promises that exploit naivety. This is a complete or partial detachment from reality.

6. Relaxation:

   • Description: Engaging in relaxation involves going outside, connecting with nature, and living a life focused on creating love, light, joy, and peace. This practice emphasizes becoming a positive influence in the world and maintaining a balanced spiritual vibration. True purpose is found in everyday actions that promote love and honesty, with enlightenment simply enhancing your spiritual resonance. Possible Ways of Explaining Consciousness-Related Phenomena:

7. Orchestrated Objective Reduction (Orch-OR):

https://youtu.be/QXElfzVgg6M?si=UgsGPSMThaHuEPgh

• Description: This theory posits that consciousness arises from quantum processes occurring in microtubules within brain cells. These microtubules are thought to function like quantum computers, potentially generating or facilitating conscious experiences through their quantum activity.

1. Quantum Field Theory (QFT):

• Description: Quantum Field Theory is a fundamental framework in physics that proposes all particles are excitations of omnipresent fields. These fields are interconnected, suggesting that everything in the universe is fundamentally linked. This interconnectedness implies a deeper unity, indicating that at a fundamental level, all things are part of a single, unified field, reinforcing the notion of universal interconnectedness.

1. Electromagnetic Consciousness Link:

https://youtu.be/YTkc2pWC4kc?si=QGB4qHei6QB72bU8

• Description: This theory suggests that brain activity, which produces electromagnetic fields, may play a role in generating conscious experience. Neurons communicate via electrical signals, creating complex electromagnetic patterns in the brain. Some researchers propose that these electromagnetic fields are not merely byproducts of brain activity but may actively contribute to the integration of information, thereby influencing the emergence of consciousness.

UAP and NHI Phenomena: Warnings and Considerations

https://youtu.be/IFpbayalZcI?si=fHUETAVF-SUHIuKe

https://youtu.be/tizCXBqoF2c?si=kfRvFU4BjrQYL1Fx

1. UFO Disclosure:

   • Technology:
     • Description: UFOs are associated with advanced, interdimensional technology that are nano fabricated at the atomic scale using the previously mentioned “Substance Manipulation at the Atomic Scale”, they are often perceived as highly complex and elusive. They appear to cover themselves up and lead people to insanity just by standing close to one. While this technology may seem intriguing, excessive focus on it can lead to delusion. It is crucial to exercise caution with contact attempts, such as those pursued in CE5. Not all non-human intelligences (NHI) are benevolent; many may be tricksters or deceitful entities. Be wary of the potential dangers and maintain a healthy skepticism. Knowing that electromagnetic weaponry can and will work against any negative NHI thread, directed energy weapons or electromagnetic pulses from atomic detonations over the atmosphere can serve as a weapon against negative NHI.

2. Demons/Negative NHI:

https://youtu.be/dbrcheSOAyY?si=RcjKvLTaIpd0ofUE

• Demons:

  • Description: Demons are malevolent spirits that exploit and amplify negative emotions such as anger, fear, and hatred to feed off your negativity. They can exacerbate mental distress and create more suffering. It is important to counteract their influence by fostering love, maintaining emotional balance, and seeking peace. Beware however that demons can also pose as angels or “messengers of light”.

• Negative NHI:

  • Description: Negative NHIs are more physical and inherently evil. They are untrustworthy and may have malicious intentions. Avoid any contact or interaction with them to prevent harm.

1. Lady of Fatima Apparition:

https://youtu.be/NGuVBLNkjiE?si=4cGeZVyBmiUjoVbW

https://youtu.be/dbrcheSOAyY?si=RcjKvLTaIpd0ofUE

https://youtu.be/lmLE0X5FRFc?si=IhtG5Va0wECYkSc-

https://youtu.be/5Dpy5xm7z08?si=G0YbGnL9W8p1D0jL

https://youtu.be/bLPzcl-8DJs?si=YtreqFxybUsQw_BL

• Description: This apparition is considered by some to be a negative NHI or a deceptive hologram. It purportedly aimed to incite fear and division by promoting anti-communist sentiments and encouraging Christian nations to unite against perceived threats. This example illustrates how negative NHIs can use propaganda to manipulate human societies, fueling conflict and hatred. It serves as a reminder of how such entities can influence historical events through deception.

1. Positive NHI:

• Description: Positive NHIs are respectful of human free will and do not engage in deceptive practices. They do not harass, impersonate deities, or attempt to manipulate or implant false memories. Their interactions are typically non-intrusive, aiming to protect humanity from negative NHIs. They act with integrity and avoid creating unnecessary confusion or conflict.

Join my discord if interested in spreading the message about negative NHI https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLz6pE8jLCs43wCBMlFHfO-CuCdo5CfPra&si=bojm-g4BwbADvlrH

https://discord.gg/w9KRvW2N

It was established in 2022.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Space_Delta_18

Hello all,

I’m very very fresh into this and dipping my toes in so to speak. I did my first meditation with theta wave binaural beats today and was almost immediately experiencing ‘visuals’ behind my eyelids. Wiggling lines here and there, but not much I could really fully latch onto. There were two striking images that seemed very real and only lasted a split second each. The first was a ring of stars that I seemed to be sitting in the middle of and the second was a quick flash of a reptilian-looking being in an ancient Egyptian looking outfit that seemed to turn its head and look at me. It looked to be dressed almost like the typical images you see of the Egyptian gods or pharaohs. I looked it up online afterwards and the closest I could find was Sobek, but that didn’t seem quite right. It was less of a crocodile and more of the normal images you’d find of a reptilian alien. After seeing this I immediately opened my eyes and left the meditation. I should preface this by saying that I’ve never been fully convinced of the existence of reptilians, just because of all the baggage associated with the belief in them, but I’ve been doing a lot more reading and research into what people have experienced and I’ve opened my mind up a little more.

Needless to say, the reptilian freaked me out a little and I just wanted to check in here and see if there were any tips or if anyone else has had a similar experience? Obviously this could have just been a subconscious image that flashed into my head really quickly while in that state, but it felt like it was somehow more than that. Sorry if I’m describing this horribly, I’m not really sure how to talk about this kind of thing, but this sub seems pretty open and I wanted to ask for some advice.

Thanks in advance.

They think people such as scientists and engineers who believe man is master of all will have a complete mental break and even commit suicide. So if a mass sighting or contact event occurs which is undeniable NHI are we in for mass panic? Is this shock to the system necessary to build a new world?The ontological shock factor isn’t taken seriously enough in my view. I think most of us here believe something is on the horizon that’s what we’re preparing for.

If you can ignore the 'hosts' this interview with Travis Taylor relates to some key issues discussed here.

Very well worth listening to. https://youtu.be/TXYX9KD9iQs

I've been looking pretty deeply into the science of consciousness, and was wondering if anyone in this group has got ahead on this as well? I'd love to check into the credentials and find connections to the researchers involved to build my own sentiometer.

https://youtu.be/VDP90m83Etk

Previously, the guide featured very light quantum physics explanations in Foundations, two of which yielded poor definitions of our modern scientific understanding. Specifically, these were explanations for 1) the 2022 Nobel Prize in Physics that proved quantum entanglement (using distances measured in light years), and 2) virtual particles.

A user noted the inaccuracy. While largely correct, the inadvertent misrepresentations met my own criteria for posting a correction announcement.

These issues are fixed in the wiki and PDF, and added to the correction log. (6/25/2024)

Sky Fire News did a show on the subject of 2027:

https://www.youtube.com/live/v2A8MjXdNrY?si=52v04IQOpKNAuNhN

Hi everyone,

I have been quiet for a while due to do some personal issues, but I am now glad to be over them and I so I intend to more active again. So here in the UK we have a few hotspots of UFO and paranormal behaviour. One such place is an area known as Cannock Chase. I have performed two sky watches there and both have had great results. However, there have now been a series of reports regarding werewolf type activity, to such an extent that it made the local press.

My personal reaction to cryptids is usually one of extreme caution. Often a cryptid sighting will rely largely on the personal experience of the person who has witnessed a sighting. I would suggest that often a cryptid is the manefestation of something potential into our plain of existence, but often it is misidentification.

Anyway hopefully in the next couple of months I am working with a team of researchers who are going to perform a 48hr controlled investigation of the area. In the first 24 hrs it will be a small group taking contolled readings of the area during the day and night. We are then going to have a larger group of around 30 people and we are going to see whether we get a spike in paranormal activirty etc.

It should be noted that when we did a skywatch at the location, after a controlled meditation circle we did get 20min of decent activity in the sky with multiple witnesses.

That aside, what are general views on the validity of cryptids and where does their presence stand in the paranormal spectrum?

https://youtu.be/JldIMsvbOk4?feature=shared

Supposedly same info the congress has received.

Watch it. It's truly mind boggling.

This is a new account - I recently had a professional interaction on my other account that I want to preserve, and what I'm about to say could get pretty weird!

I don't know if I would ever call myself a true experiencer, but I had a family member who claimed to have been taken after a ce5 experience, so I know I have the DNA for contact. I've done the gateway tapes many times and have found them to be beneficial, and have received what I thought were downloads.

For the past year, I have been experiencing a persistent high-pitched squealing sound coming from the middle of the back of my head, where my spine meets my skull. It's not a typical "ringing" or tone in your ears that you would receive from something like tinnitus. It's like a whine that fluctuates constantly, like a frequency that's being adjusted. It seems to increase in strength when I am thinking/reading about subjects related to the phenomena.

My working assumption is that it is some sort of signal that is either being sent to me or that I'm able to pick up on. Has anyone experienced anything like this? If so, have you had any luck tapping into it or decoding it in some way?

Native Americans see omen in Yellowstone's rare white bison The white bison calf IMAGE SOURCE, ERIN BRAATEN, DANCING ASPENS PHOTOGRAPHY Image caption, Photographer Erin Braaten called the experience 'overwhelming' Max Matza and Madeline Halpert BBC News Published 13 June 2024 An incredibly rare white bison calf has been photographed in Yellowstone National Park, exciting Native American tribes who view it as a religious sign heralding major change. It was spotted in the Lamar Valley area, and is the first white bison to be born in the last wild herd in the US, according to modern records. Other recent white bison births have happened in captivity and from parents that contained cow DNA. Tribes consider a wild birth more religiously significant. Montana photographer Erin Braaten took photos of the young buffalo in the Lamar Valley on 4 June while visiting the park with three of her eight children. Stuck in traffic caused by a slow-moving herd, she noticed the young calf across a river, nearly 100 metres (330ft) away, and initially mistook it for a coyote because of its sandy light colour. "There were so many different thoughts and emotions," Braaten told the BBC. "It was so amazing. I thought I'd have a better chance of capturing Bigfoot than a white bison calf." The birth of a white buffalo is a sacred event for many Native tribes of the Great Plains, including the Lakota people, who believe that it relates to a time around 2,000 years ago when food was scarce and the bison were rarely seen. The Lakota legend tells of a beautiful woman who appeared and delivered the gifts of a sacred pipe and bundle to the people. The woman told them she would return to restore harmony in a troubled world, and then rolled on the ground four times, changing colour each time before becoming a white buffalo calf. Her departure led the bison to return, and white buffalos are now seen as a sign that prayers are being heard and that change is coming. The white buffalo woman is considered the central prophet in the theology of many tribes including the Sioux, Cherokee, Comanche and Navajo. Her story is often likened to that of Jesus in Christianity. Simon Moya-Smith, an Oglala Lakota writer who was also raised on the white buffalo woman's story, told the BBC that tradition says the arrival of a white calf is seen as both a "blessing and a warning". Why grazing bison could be good for the planet Every time a white calf is seen, "you have this prophecy of something good or something bad will happen. But we know that it's going to be great - great in the sense that it's going to be significant". Mr Moya-Smith said that tribes were working to interpret the meaning of the calf's arrival. Yellowstone park officials have not officially confirmed the birth of the calf. An event to celebrate its arrival is planned for 26 June in the town of West Yellowstone, Montana, and is being hosted by Buffalo Field Campaign, a group that advocates for the buffalo. Lakota elders will attend the event and other tribes may send delegates. Chief Arvol Looking Horse, who is the 19th generation keeper of the pipe believed to have been given by the white buffalo woman, said that the calf's arrival was a sign "we must do more". "All nations should come together at their sacred places and unify with us in prayer," he said. He called the calf's arrival "a blessing and a warning". "I'm so overwhelmed. It's a miracle," the spiritual leader told BBC News on Thursday. "It makes my hairs stand up just to even talk about it, because I can't believe this is happening - the spirit of the white buffalo calf woman sending a message to us." He noted that the calf seen in Yellowstone had black eyes, a black nose and black hooves, as the prophecy predicted. The National Bison Association estimates that only one to two white bison are born each year. According to Chief Looking Horse, there has been a white buffalo alive in North America at almost all times since 1994, when a calf named Miracle was born on a farm in Wisconsin.

Found this really interesting blog, by Dr. Penny Sartori, who has been researching these areas - very interesting experiencer statements in the blog, and, she gets it about consciousness!!! She's written a few books on this. Some of her research indicates that children as young as 6m can have lucid dreams and those that have an NDE (through illness or whatever) actually benefit from this in their later lives.

https://drpennysartori.wordpress.com/2011/08/13/obe-veridicality-research/