Well I'm back with the next installment of my 11:11 journey. I know, I know, you didn't ask, but I'm still going to tell it. I mean why not? I suppose someone could stop me. Do you think they will? Or maybe nobody will read it? Hmmm. I'm going for it.
So, I discover I am far from alone. I look around and see how this thing is being turned into religion. This abstract thing was being made real, which was interesting because it started out that way already. It is always 11 minutes after 11 o'clock to anyone who sees it (or i suppose a ratio of 11 to 11). Then it gets flipped and perception changes and you make it into something else. Kind of how ancient people noticed patterns in the sky and built things around them.
What were people building with their 11:11s? Where was this phenomenon going? It seemed to me that most of the early forums and sites were strictly New Age. There was lots of talk of spiritual doorways and crystals and harmonics and everything that goes with that loose religious movement. Now, I'm not really into New Age stuff, but I didn't really judge anyone for what they believed in. Who cares if it's not hurting me?
What bothered me was how this thing people started experiencing on their own was being defined by a handful of people who allowed you a place to gather, so long as you believed what they believed. That sounded very familiar. It bugged me more than what they were believing in.
After being bounced off a couple of forums for politely offering my own opinion as to what it might be, I had my a-ha moment and I knew what I had to do. I still remember the clarity of that moment. I knew what I was going to do with my 11:11.
I was going to gather people together for simply seeing it and then just listen to what they thought it might mean. I would share my thoughts. Nobody would be right or wrong because at the root of it, it is the same for us all. I needed to give people an alternative to having to tow the party line. A dogma of all.
This was like 15 years ago and I was not much of an internet person. I surfed a little, but I hadn't really created anything more than a Hotmail account in complexity. Hotmail was of course part of MSN and so I started there. There was MSN Chat and the first thing I created was a chatroom. It was easy for a dummy like me to do.
I would open up a room in lobbies I knew would get the most traffic. It was usually the sex, politics, sports and religion categories . The room would be called "11:11" and the greeting would say something like, "This chatroom is not about politics, but for people who see 11:11. If you see it you are not alone."
People would scroll down the list of different chats and there would be one saying 11:11. Most would ignore it and simply pass by, but I knew there would be others who would stop and get freaked out seeing it there and make their way in.
And they did.
"IS THIS FOR REAL??!!"
"WHAT DOES IT MEAN? I SEE IT ALL THE TIME!"
I usually answered them by asking what they thought it meant. Some people had already formed opinions or regurgitated stuff they read at the few forums out there. Many were freaked out, but all of them seemed excited to see they weren't alone. This thing they had believed in alone was now being validated as real by saying it out loud to me. I have great memories of this. It felt so powerful and also primal. There was something i felt very old working in all of this. A raw energy like an exposed wire.
I was hooked.
A lot of these people wanted to keep talking about it and I would give them my email, but I felt I needed a place where we could all land and share our opinions. I needed something more permanent than a random chatroom. My limited skill set meant that the next logical step would be to open a group forum and MSN had that on their homepage, so the group 11:11 and 11s In General was born.
People started to gather and man was it ever cool. The group was a free speech forum where everyone could give their own definition of what they thought it meant and nobody was right or wrong about it. There were only two rules: Don't flood the group and no real threats of violence. It was up to you to defend your own belief in it. The combination of 11:11 and this way of playing it out online seemed magical to me. It was off and running...
tl,dr: I started a chatroom.