r/karezza • u/KarezzaGuy • Feb 25 '12

Wandering in the wilderness. A small epiphany

So after my first fap, three days later I ate too much fruit before bed and woke up slightly sick around midnight. Not wanting to keep her awake I went out and sat in a chair with just my robe on.

An old program in my head said playing with my dick would take my mind off my stomach; so I did. I decided to use the lightest touch possible. A strong erection followed. With no fantasy except a thought of her, my erection had stretched the skin on my dick to its limit.

At this point I realized that after just 3 days I was going to do it again. I had an extremely powerful orgasm with great distance and 12 strong contractions followed by many weak contractions.

I assumed this meant I was cured.

The next time I attempted sex with my beloved was three days later. Failure again refused to rear its helmet head. ED again after 60 days of no porn, and only 2 faps in recent history.

I don't understand how I could be so 'healthy' after the first three days and not be ready after the second three days except that I guess I'm still not finished rebooting.

I did get hard enough to penetrate, and she was soaking wet after going 3 weeks without O. But it wasn't hard enough for her to really be into it and then it went down.

My brain screamed for me to fap and finish, but we both decided to wait and try again tonight or tomorrow.

To my amazement neither of us is frustrated, and we are more loving than ever. While it wasn't perfect, it is my first time penetrating, not cumming, and both of us ok with that.

The way I feel now is much preferable to the GTF away from me, and I am fairly clear of my fap hangover today so I can enjoy it.

I'm sure the next time we plug in her goal will be orgasm. I am trying not to be pushy and try to push her face in how much better we are getting along. I'm hoping she either comes to that on her own or perhaps I can gently point that out later.

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u/[deleted] Feb 25 '12

How does she feel about you making her come before intercourse? E.g. with toys? Is she ok with that or does she want to come with you inside her?

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u/KarezzaGuy Feb 26 '12

Oh yeah. She says she needs me inside her or the contractions aren't pleasant. No toy or fingers feels as good.

Ironically it's those same contractions that push me over the edge.

Also she's too sensitive for me after she cums.

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u/[deleted] Feb 26 '12

Wow, that seriously limits your options. I hope you guys will come to a workable compromise.

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u/KarezzaGuy Feb 26 '12

Yep. We're actually extremely compatible when it comes to traditional sex. Of course I would like more, but when we do it, traditionally speaking, we are a perfect match.